Bitchings, Complaints, and various stupid shit

Testing iPhone

Wed, 10 Jun 2009 02:02:44 GMT

Seeing if this works!

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 02:57:53 GMT

Hmm.. something has been brought to my attention. Adam, Jared.. whoever.. you can show this to Nikki if you like. I dunno what the deal is between us or why it's even there. We're god damn family and we used to be best friends. Why are we trying to bring each other down? I realize I did shit in the past. I have moved past that and I'm trying to be a better person and a better friend. The past is the past. I called Nikki two weeks ago and left a message, upset over something I heard. I had no intentions of "bitching" anyone out. I only wanted to talk and figure out if what I heard was true. And since I haven't had a word from Nikki and I'm not welcome at her party, I can only assume it's true. That and the fact that mom wouldn't know it any other way.

Why would you wanna tell my MOTHER.. that I didn't wanna go out with someone because they wouldn't have sex with me? We haven't had a decent, detailed, heart to heart conversations in a VERY long time. So me saying something, playing around, doesn't need to be told to my mom.

It does hurt my feelings. A lot. I want more than anything to be able to hang out with people and for things to be even a fraction of the way they used to be. And it hurts because I'm trying damn hard not to be the person I used to be with shit like this. I don't want that kind of stress in my life anymore.

Lost..

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 00:07:19 GMT

Hmm.. I haven't updated here in quite awhile.. mostly cause I stay on MySpace. Dunno.. just felt like coming here.. something familiar. The past few days have been really shitty. I feel really alone right now. I'm wondering whether my life will ever go the way I hope it will.. and that's not asking much for what I want. Happiness is all. I was lifted WAY up over the past week and a half just to be brought crashing way the fuck down. It sucks. And I'm tired of that rollercoaster. I know, I know.."it's a part of life". But I don't give a fuck if it is or isn't. I'm tired of fighting and trying. I've been on the verge of tears for 3 days now. I look around at people in general and wonder why it's so hard for me to obtain the things I want out of life. Is it because I don't try hard enough? Because it's not meant to be? Do my stars just not line up right? How do you go about changing those things?

I just feel really lost right now....

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 02:51:00 GMT

Yeah I've joined the masses and created a MySpace account.

STFU. :P

Since people rarely post on Livejournal anymore, I've started posting in my "blog" (oooo.. trendy word). But yeah.. That's where most of my shit is going to be. Go there or don't. You know you will anyway.. hehe

www.myspace.com/div420

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 02:08:58 GMT

How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.

You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you.

You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.

You tend to always dream of things within reach - and you usually get them.

How Do You Live Your Life?

You Are 24 Years Old

24

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Lol.. Imagine that.

Horoscope of the day

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 17:41:04 GMT

Taurus

It's not often when those of your sign aren't feeling confident. That alone might mean you'd be tough to get along with, but you're also far too genuine and approachable to hang that or any other natural gift over anyone's head. When someone does need to take charge, you won't be shy about stepping up. If it's to defend someone or something who can't do it for themselves, you can be positively formidable. Good luck to anyone who gives you a reason to take charge now.

Yup.. he's gonna need that good luck.

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 02:07:38 GMT

I took the most accurate villain personality test
created by: The Arch Villainess Gracie

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 02:15:21 GMT

Well I went back to the dermatologist today. Last night was one of the longest, most stressful nights of my life. I made the mistake of doing some research and reading up on skin cancer. WRONG thing for me to do. I had nightmares all night long. Was horrible. :P

But..When I got there this morning, the doctor had a closer look at the spot on my chest. She said that she didn't like the color but she didn't think I had anything to worry about. She said she couldn't be 100% sure that it's not cancerous. So I'm still a good bit worried but she helped ease my mind. I should know in about a week one way or another. *crosses fingers*

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 04:05:15 GMT

Forgiveness does not change the past. But it does enlarge the future. - Paul Boese

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Never be afraid to try something new.
Remember: Amateurs...built the ark.
Professionals...built the Titanic

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Can you imagine working for a company that has a little more than 500 employees and has the following statistics:

* 29 have been accused of spousal abuse
* 7 have been arrested for fraud
* 19 have been accused of writing bad checks
* 117 have directly or indirectly bankrupted at least 2 businesses
* 3 have done time for assault
* 71 cannot get a credit card due to bad credit
* 14 have been arrested on drug-related charges
* 8 have been arrested for shoplifting
* 21 are currently defendants in lawsuits
* 84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year..

Can you guess which organization this is?

Give up yet? It's the 535 members of the United States Congress. The same group that
crank out hundreds of new laws each year designed to keep the rest of us in line.

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 07:58:43 GMT

Your Daddy Is Johnny Depp

What You Call Him: Daddy Dearest
Why You Love Him: He's the Mack Daddy

Who's Your Daddy?

*Drool*

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 17:13:13 GMT

Better keep yourself clean and bright; you are the window through which you must see the world. - George Bernard Shaw

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 01:33:02 GMT

Ever wonder where the word shit comes from... well here it is

Certain types of manure used to be transported (as everything was back then) by ship ... well in dry form it weighs a lot less, but once water (at sea) hit it, it not only became heavier, but the process of fermentation began again, and one of the by products is methane gas . . . and as the stuff was stored below decks in bundles you can see what could (and did) happen, methane began to build up below decks and the first time someone came below at night with a lantern . . . BOOOOM! Several ships were destroyed in this manner before it was discovered what was happening. After that the bundles of manure where always stamped with the term S.H.I.T on them which meant to the sailors to "Ship High In Transit". In other words high enough off the lower decks so that any water that came into the hold would not touch this volatile cargo and start the production of methane.

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 02:16:41 GMT

The happy people are those who are producing something; the bored people are those who are consuming much and producing nothing. - - William Ralph Inge

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 05:28:38 GMT

It's not Po-Tay-Toes.. but it's still funny!

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 01:49:47 GMT

The Pentagon announced today the formation of a new 500 man elite fighting unit called the US REDNECK SPECIAL FORCES (USRSF).

These North Carolina, Kentucky, West Virginia, Mississippi, Missouri, Arkansas, Alabama, Georgia, Texas and Tennessee boys will be dropped into Iraq and have been given the
following facts about terrorists:

1. The season opened today.
2. There is no limit.
3. They taste just like chicken
4. They don't like beer, pickups, country music or Jesus.
5. They are DIRECTLY RESPONSIBLE for the death of Dale Earnhardt.

This mess in Iraq should be over IN A WEEK.

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In response to the Army's newest elite force, the Navy has responded with it's own elite tactical unit:

The US Navy OG Hood Seelz

They have been given the following information:

(Note, due to internal conflicts units are divided into "East Coast and "West Coast" divisions)"

East coast:

1. Iraqis all be racists.
2. Dey frequently dis da East coast.
3. Dey be pimpin on yo hoes an slingin rock in yo hood.
4. Dem niggaz be hatin on 40s, dubs, rap music n' Jesus.
5. Dey be DIRECTLY RESPONSIBLE fo da death of Biggie.

West coast:

1. Iraqis all be racists.
2. Dey frequently dis da West coast.
3. Dey be pimpin on yo hoes an slingin rock in yo hood.
4. Dem niggaz be hatin on 40s, dubs, rap music n' Jesus.
5. Dey be DIRECTLY RESPONSIBLE fo da death of 2 Pac.

Additional equipment and manuals list for this elite crack-force:

Motivational TM:

Weaponry:
TEC-9
UZI
MAC-10
AK-47 W/option of potato or pillow silencer

Vehicles:
88 Caprice classic on 24"s
Six fo Impalla wit 16 switches

The air force is also expected to implement a special warfare unit.

According to an Air Force representative, the unit is currently being referred to as "codename LAPD". Details to follow.

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 20:39:45 GMT

On another note: Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest!!

http://www.cinemablend.com/review.php?id=991

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 20:35:56 GMT

Ok. They're going to fuck up. Damnit. This better just be a rumor.

"Clooney to Voice in Transformers - As of now this report on Clooney is still at the rumor stage. However, according to a Canadian Entertainment TV Show, Clooney is in fact signed on to play the voice of the leader of the Autobots for this Michael Bay production.

According to IESB, this news is being hit with a sour note, as Transfans are going crazy to have the original voice actors come back from the cartoon days. However, this dream seems to be only a dream since Michael Bay has already confirmed that he is looking for new voices and does not plan to use any of the voices that Transfans have come accustomed to."

Fucker.

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 04:09:29 GMT

LOL.. Foamy Fan Mail #7

http://www.illwillpress.com/vault.html

Foamy makes me happy.

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Bwahahahaha.. lol.. omg.. this is so retarded

http://www.campchaos.com/show.php?iID=170

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 21:03:30 GMT

I went to the dermatologist today. I don't think I've ever been so damn scared in my life. I had a mole checked out on my chest. Mom had skin cancer removed on her arm when I was in the 3rd grade and dad just had a pre-cancerous spot removed a few weeks ago. So since I've been laying in the cancer bed and trying to get all pretty and tan, I figured I should go have this thing checked out. Basically she told me that she didn't like the color of it and that it had to go ASAP. She never said the dreaded "C" word thankfully but she did say it worried her to be there. She can't really tell me if it is or isnt until she takes it off. I go July 26th to get the damn thing removed. It's going to be a long month :P

Needless to say, I'll not be going back to the cancer bed. I just went and bought some sunscreen for the days I'm out in the sun. I have no choice but from now on, sunscreen for me. (evenifitistanningoilwithSPF.anythingisbetterthannone!) My tan will now come from a bottle.. but it's all cool!

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 20:21:16 GMT

I can not describe how incredibly bored I am right now.

Tomorrow's Taurus Horoscope
April 20 - May 20

Why is it easier for you to believe that something bad can happen in your life, but so difficult to believe in your good fortune? That's the real question to ask yourself right now. You've got all the potential in the world, but in order to really see it come to fruition, you have to believe not only that you have it, but that the universe wants to see you shine. Rather than questioning your circumstances, look inside yourself for answers.

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 08:22:01 GMT

Eh.. well.. I'm over it. No one is going to claim to have done the deed so there is no sense in worrying or bitching about something I can't change. I've changed a lot since last year and I really don't want to go back to that angry person. Nothin but love from me damnit! I'm just going to chill with my friends and hope that they have enough decency not to stab me in the back.

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 04:37:10 GMT

No more parties at my house. Period. I'm not sure that I really want ANYONE back in my house at all because the only people here last night were people I trust.

Someone stole $45 from my house.

And someone took Stacy's wallet out of her purse and put it on the back porch. Luckily nothing was taken from her.

I'm so pissed I don't even know what to say. I'm already in a bad mood today and this just pushed the last button. If you were here that night, I'm pissed to the point of cutting ties. So I suggest if you know something, you speak up. This is about to ruin a shit load of friendships for me.

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 03:55:37 GMT

Gathering ("party") at my house.

Saturday night.

Anytime after 8pm.

Be here or I'm coming to get you.

And I'm damn serious.

Altering substances welcomed and appreciated.

Bring a friend.

Things to think about

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 01:06:57 GMT

You can stand tall without standing on someone. You can be a victor without having victims. - Harriet Woods

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 03:13:56 GMT

COWBOYS AND INDIANS

A bunch of Indians capture a cowboy and bring him back to their camp to
meet the chief.

The chief says to the cowboy, "You going to die. But we sorry for you, so
give you one wish a day for three days. On sundown of third day, you die.

What is first wish?"
The cowboy says, "I want to see my horse."

The Indians get his horse. The cowboy grabs the horse's ear and whispers
something, then slaps the horse on the back. The horse takes off.

Two hours later, the horse comes back with a naked blonde. She jumps off
the horse and goes into the teepee with the cowboy.

The Indians look at each other, figuring, "Typical white man - can only
think of one thing."

The second day, the chief says, "What your wish today?"

The cowboy says, "I want to see my horse again."

The Indians bring him his horse. The cowboy leans over to the horse and
whispers something in the horse's ear, then slaps it on the back.

Two hours later, the horse comes back with a naked redhead. She gets off
and goes in the teepee with the cowboy.

The Indians shake their heads, figuring, "Typical white man - going to
die tomorrow and can only think of one thing."

The last day comes, and the chief says, "This your last wish, white man.
What you want?"

The cowboy says, "I want to see my horse again."

The indians bring him his horse.

The cowboy grabs the horse by both ears, twists them hard and yells,
"Read my lips! POSSE, damn it! P-O-S-S-E!"