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Jun. 9th, 2009 @ 09:02 pm Testing iPhone
Current Location: United States, Alabama, Jefferson County
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Seeing if this works!

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Sep. 9th, 2005 @ 09:55 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: gloomy
Hmm.. something has been brought to my attention. Adam, Jared.. whoever.. you can show this to Nikki if you like. I dunno what the deal is between us or why it's even there. We're god damn family and we used to be best friends. Why are we trying to bring each other down? I realize I did shit in the past. I have moved past that and I'm trying to be a better person and a better friend. The past is the past. I called Nikki two weeks ago and left a message, upset over something I heard. I had no intentions of "bitching" anyone out. I only wanted to talk and figure out if what I heard was true. And since I haven't had a word from Nikki and I'm not welcome at her party, I can only assume it's true. That and the fact that mom wouldn't know it any other way.

Why would you wanna tell my MOTHER.. that I didn't wanna go out with someone because they wouldn't have sex with me? We haven't had a decent, detailed, heart to heart conversations in a VERY long time. So me saying something, playing around, doesn't need to be told to my mom.

It does hurt my feelings. A lot. I want more than anything to be able to hang out with people and for things to be even a fraction of the way they used to be. And it hurts because I'm trying damn hard not to be the person I used to be with shit like this. I don't want that kind of stress in my life anymore.
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Sep. 4th, 2005 @ 07:05 pm Lost..
Current Mood: depressed
Hmm.. I haven't updated here in quite awhile.. mostly cause I stay on MySpace. Dunno.. just felt like coming here.. something familiar. The past few days have been really shitty. I feel really alone right now. I'm wondering whether my life will ever go the way I hope it will.. and that's not asking much for what I want. Happiness is all. I was lifted WAY up over the past week and a half just to be brought crashing way the fuck down. It sucks. And I'm tired of that rollercoaster. I know, I know.."it's a part of life". But I don't give a fuck if it is or isn't. I'm tired of fighting and trying. I've been on the verge of tears for 3 days now. I look around at people in general and wonder why it's so hard for me to obtain the things I want out of life. Is it because I don't try hard enough? Because it's not meant to be? Do my stars just not line up right? How do you go about changing those things?

I just feel really lost right now....
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Aug. 11th, 2005 @ 09:51 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: discontent
Yeah I've joined the masses and created a MySpace account.

STFU. :P

Since people rarely post on Livejournal anymore, I've started posting in my "blog" (oooo.. trendy word). But yeah.. That's where most of my shit is going to be. Go there or don't. You know you will anyway.. hehe

www.myspace.com/div420
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Aug. 3rd, 2005 @ 09:09 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: bored
How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.

You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you.

You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.

You tend to always dream of things within reach - and you usually get them.




You Are 24 Years Old



24




Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.




Lol.. Imagine that.
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Jul. 31st, 2005 @ 12:41 pm Horoscope of the day
Current Mood: calm
Taurus

It's not often when those of your sign aren't feeling confident. That alone might mean you'd be tough to get along with, but you're also far too genuine and approachable to hang that or any other natural gift over anyone's head. When someone does need to take charge, you won't be shy about stepping up. If it's to defend someone or something who can't do it for themselves, you can be positively formidable. Good luck to anyone who gives you a reason to take charge now.

Yup.. he's gonna need that good luck.
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Jul. 27th, 2005 @ 09:07 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: bored


I took the most accurate villain personality test
created by: The Arch Villainess Gracie

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Jul. 26th, 2005 @ 09:15 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: hopeful
Well I went back to the dermatologist today. Last night was one of the longest, most stressful nights of my life. I made the mistake of doing some research and reading up on skin cancer. WRONG thing for me to do. I had nightmares all night long. Was horrible. :P

But..When I got there this morning, the doctor had a closer look at the spot on my chest. She said that she didn't like the color but she didn't think I had anything to worry about. She said she couldn't be 100% sure that it's not cancerous. So I'm still a good bit worried but she helped ease my mind. I should know in about a week one way or another. *crosses fingers*
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Jul. 20th, 2005 @ 11:05 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: thoughtful
Forgiveness does not change the past. But it does enlarge the future. - Paul Boese

______________________________________

Never be afraid to try something new.
Remember: Amateurs...built the ark.
Professionals...built the Titanic

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Can you imagine working for a company that has a little more than 500 employees and has the following statistics:

* 29 have been accused of spousal abuse
* 7 have been arrested for fraud
* 19 have been accused of writing bad checks
* 117 have directly or indirectly bankrupted at least 2 businesses
* 3 have done time for assault
* 71 cannot get a credit card due to bad credit
* 14 have been arrested on drug-related charges
* 8 have been arrested for shoplifting
* 21 are currently defendants in lawsuits
* 84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year..


Can you guess which organization this is?





Give up yet? It's the 535 members of the United States Congress. The same group that
crank out hundreds of new laws each year designed to keep the rest of us in line.
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Jul. 17th, 2005 @ 02:58 am (no subject)
Your Daddy Is Johnny Depp


What You Call Him: Daddy Dearest
Why You Love Him: He's the Mack Daddy



*Drool*
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